Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Dangerous, Great and Bearable

I tumbled for words at once. And, when I began to read the nursery rhymes for myself, and, later, to read other verses and ballads, I knew that I had discovered the most important things, to me, that could be ever. There they were, seemingly lifeless, made only of black and white, but out of them, out of their own being, came love and terror and pity and pain and wonder and all other vague abstractions that make our ephemeral lives dangerous, great and bearable.
from On the Words in Poetry by Dylan Thomas (1914-1953)

Saturday, June 26, 2010

It's About Time!

It's about time a comic strip artist dealt with the ridiculous nature of television ads these days! GOOD GRIEF!!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Get Off the Ladder!

There is something wrong with the way mathematics is taught. Most people claim to hate math, but I don't think most people ever got a chance to know what Math (captial M) really is. Here is what often happens when I meet someone new:

Other person: What do you do?

Me: I teach math. :-)

Other person (after involuntarily jumping backwards 2 feet): UGH! I've always HATED math!

Me:
Well, if it makes you feel any better, let me assure you you are not alone. Most people respond to me that way.

Other person: You know, I do remember a problem my teacher showed me in 3rd grade, though, it was about getting stuff across a river, a fox, a goose and some grain, I think. I've always wanted to know how to do that problem. Can you help me with it?

Me: Well, let's think it through . . .

Fun and joyful conversation about mathematics continues at length from here.

ALWAYS.

There should be more opportunity IN the math classroom for fun and joyful conversations about mathematics, which will help alleviate individual anxiety and perhaps benefit our nation as more students might decide they like math and want to pursue it!

Friday, June 18, 2010

For All of Us

Professor Edward Burger of Williams College addressed this comment to college students, but I think it applies to anyone who cares to be a lifelong learner - and more -
You.

. . . your education centers about the most important creative feat of your life – the creation of yourself. It is about you – creating your effective mind, a mind enlivened by curiosity with the intellectual audacity to take risks and create new ideas, a mind that sees a world of unlimited possibilities. So I ask again: Have you failed recently? If not, then what are you waiting for?

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Status

A friend of mine in Norway has this up as her facebook status. I love it!
What part of an inverse tangent function approaching an asymptote don't you understand?

(Sheldon - Big Bang Theory)

Monday, June 14, 2010

Wee Sleeket Beastie

... mousie, thou art no thy-lane,*
In proving foresight may be vain:
The best laid schemes o' mice an' men,
Gang aft agley,
An' lea'e us nought but grief an' pain,
For promised joy!

Still, thou art blest, compared wi' me!
The present only thoucheth thee:
But och! I backward cast my e'e,
On prospects drear!
And forward, tho' I canna see,
I guess and fear!


from To a Mouse by Robert Burns (1759-1796)
"no thy-lane" means "not alone"


The last of our "wee sleeket beasties" died Friday. Her name was Oreo, and, as with her companions Munin, Hugin and Milkshake, gave us joy in her life, and we feel grief in her death.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

New post on DAVID - link at right.

Exploring

I love this woodcut - can't find a title or artist name, though - anybody know?

Today I tried to post more pictures to my last post, but I find my summer draws me to ponder and explore. Books I'm exploring right now are:

Is God a Mathematician? by Mario Livio
The Math Book by Clifford Pickover
The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning
The Myst Reader by Rand Miller
That Hideous Strength by C. S. Lewis

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

Eventful Week+

Wow! What a week! We've had so many events that I want to record for family and friends at a distance to see and "participate in" from afar. I find I can't finishing posting pictures tonight and will put up a start. One major event - the one for which I have pictures up so far - is Anthony's high school graduation.

When he was little, all the "old people" in my life told me to enjoy those early years because they would go by so fast. Back when I was packing a diaper bag and getting up multiple times at night I didn't believe it, and all of a sudden - POOF - he's graduated from HS and is off to college in a couple months! I blinked and 17 years have passed! Now I guess I'm one of those old people and am passing on the same advice to young parents!

Also in the last week or so David's mom visited from Michigan, Caleb made public profession of his Christian faith, all 3 boys had a piano recital (the last for Anthony), and we had lots of parties celebrating all these events. Whew!

More pictures to come . . .

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Fair Play

. . . for whatever reason God chose to make man as he is—limited and suffering and subject to sorrows and death—He had the honesty and the courage to take His own medicine. Whatever game He is playing with His creation, He has kept His own rules and played fair. He can exact nothing from man that He has not exacted from Himself.

from The Greatest Drama Ever Staged by Dorothy Sayers (1938)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Tribute to Martin Gardner

When David and I were first married and were barely making ends meet on our Christian school teaching salaries, I had one "vice" - one thing on which I could not resist spending the little money I could scrape together from time to time. This vice cost $12.95 each time I indulged in it, a small fortune for us at that time, but so well worth it in my eyes. What did I buy? Books of mathematical recreations by Martin Gardner. How could I resist given such titles as Time Travel and Other Mathematical Bewilderments and Wheels, Life, and Other Mathematical Amusements?


I enjoyed these books then, and they have continued giving enjoyment for more than 20 years! When I first began teaching I could teach math alright, but I didn't have the passion for it that I have now. That passion developed, in part, through the work of Martin Gardner. Martin Gardner was more than a writer of mathematical recreations. He was a deep thinker, a magician, a philosopher, a literary commentator, and so much more. In recent years I have purchased collections of his philosophical essays.


Over the weekend the world lost this great man. Thankfully he lived to the ripe old age of 95 and contributed to us all throughout his life, having published as recently as 2009.

Yesterday there was a tribute to him on National Public Radio's All Things Considered, which you can find at:

Monday, May 24, 2010

Where and When

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Saturday, May 22, 2010

I'll Walk

Often rebuked, yet always back returning
To those first feelings that were born with me,
And leaving busy chase of wealth and learning
For idle dreams of things that cannot be:

To-day, I will seek not the shadowy region;
Its unsustaining vastness waxes drear;
And visions rising, legion after legion,
Bring the unreal world too strangely near.

I'll walk, but not in old heroic traces,
And not in paths of high morality,
And not among the half-distinguished faces,
The clouded forms of long-past history.

I'll walk where my own nature would be leading:
It vexes me to choose another guide:
Where the gray flocks in ferny glens are feeding;
Where the wild wind blows on the mountain side.

What have those lonely mountains worth revealing?
More glory and more grief than I can tell:
The earth that wakes one human heart to feeling
Can centre both the worlds of Heaven and Hell.

Stanzas by Emily Bronte 1818-1848

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Sing We All to Thee

Calvin, Calvin, sing we all to thee!
Dear alma mater, we pledge fidelity.
Forever faithful to maroon and gold;
Thy name and honor we ever shall uphold!

A former room-mate just sent me the link to this video of our old alma mater - lookin' a bit different than it did 2 decades ago! We missed out on these cool new facilities, but Anthony will be there in a few months enjoying them. Though, knowing him he'll be like his dad - outside running instead of inside a gym - in what few moments he takes away from his studies, that is!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Rocks and Roots and Stuff

I am finally making good use of my summer freedom! These photos were all taken today at Pinecrest. I went with my friend and colleague Stacey - good times!!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Or Every Man Be Blind

Tell all the Truth but tell it slant---
Success in Circuit lies
Too bright for our infirm Delight
The Truth's superb surprise

As Lightning to the Children eased
With explanation kind
The Truth must dazzle gradually
Or every man be blind---

Emily Dickinson (1830-1886)

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Just News - Plain and Simple

-- As of tonight, it is official, Anthony will be attending Calvin College, Grand Rapids, Michigan in the fall - mine and David's alma mater.

-- Tomorrow is Anthony's last track meet of his high school career - sectionals. He'll be running the mile and the 2-mile.

-- Jacob is excitedly looking forward to a computer graphics program he purchased that should be arriving tomorrow.

-- Tonight Caleb had a band concert - did a really good job, especially with his keyboard part in The Pink Panther.

--On Monday, Caleb went to the elder's meeting to profess his faith in Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior! His public profession is tentatively set for May 30.

-- We all did some gaming with a friend yesterday - Magic and Tales of the Arabian Nights (Hi Ross! :-)

-- David's recent echocardiogram shows that the closure device in his heart is still in the place it should be and doing what it should be - YEA!

-- Strange as this sounds I'm still sort of adjusting to summer - what's to adjust to, you might ask - I don't know - maybe it's harder than I thought to go from 100 mph to 0 overnight but also to have 100,000 things I'd been wanting to do all school year, now having the time but not knowing where to start - knowing I have more that I want to do than I can actually do in one summer, needing to take a break to refresh first, but not remembering how to take a break anymore, and also not wanting to "waste" time given so many things I want to accomplish - gotta just sort this all out.

-- I've spent a few days recently up until well after 1am doing work on one of the books I'm writing - can't stop while the ideas are coming, so my sleep situation has totally done a 180 over a short period of time too - getting back to normal for me, but also not as easy an adjustment as I thought it would be! (Maybe it has to do with getting older!)

-- I might be going to the mountains for a day or two coming up soon here to do some sorting!

Friday, May 07, 2010

St. Augustine on Time

In research for a book I'm writing I'm digging into works of St. Augustine. I had no idea he had so much to say about the nature of time:
"You, my Father, are eternal. But I am divided between time gone by and time to come, and its course is a mystery to me. My thoughts, the intimate life of my soul, are torn this way and that in the havoc of change." (Confessions XI:29)


"I shall no longer suffer the questions of men who . . . ask 'What was God doing before he made heaven and earth?' or 'How did it occur to God to create something, when he had never created anything before?' Grant them, O Lord, to think well what they say and to recognize that 'never' has no meaning when there is no time. If a man is said never to have made anything, it can only mean that he made nothing at any time. Let them see, then, that there cannot possibly be time without creation. . . . Let them understand that before all time began you are the eternal creator of all time . . ." (Confessions VI:30)

" . . . it is vain to conceive of the past times of God's rest, since there is not time before the world." (City of God XI:5)

"What, then, is time? I know well enough what it is, provided that nobody asks me; but if I am asked what it is and try to explain, I am baffled." (Confessions XI:14)
I have also learned that this father of the church did not hold to what we would call a literal interpretaion of Genesis - but rather believed that everything in the universe was created simultaneously by God - arguing that the six days written of represent a logical framework instead of a literal passage of time and that this has a spiritual meaning that is no less literal.

I gotta read me some more Augustine. This is one interesting guy!

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

All My Tomorrows


Check out this music video which premiered April 30 at Azusa Pacific's Cinematic Arts Premiere Night at the Linwood Dunn Theatre in Hollywood. The band is that of sons of my friends Jim and Leslie. They're really good, and I know someday I'll be saying, "I knew them when!!" As Leslie puts it the band members are: "Clark at the piano, Devin on the bass, Spencer on drums, and Cory (the honorary sibling) on guitar. Students/actors did an awesome job too."

Monday, May 03, 2010

Every Day in a Life

. . . how could we endure to live and let time pass if we were always crying for one day or one year to come back -- if we did not know that every day in a life fills the whole life with expectation and memory and that these are that day?
from Out of the Silent Planet by C. S. Lewis

Sunday, May 02, 2010

Nor Ever Jump

My dear, I wonder if before the end
You ever thought about a children’s game—
I’m sure you must have played it too—in which
You ran along a narrow garden wall
Pretending it to be a mountain ledge
So steep a snowy darkness fell away
On either side to deeps invisible;
And when you felt your balance being lost
You jumped because you feared to fall, and thought
For only an instant: That was when I died.

That was a life ago. And now you’ve gone,
Who would no longer play the grown-ups’ game
Where, balanced on the ledge above the dark,
You go on running and you don’t look down,
Nor ever jump because you fear to fall.
To D- , Dead by Her Own Hand by Howard Nemerov (1920-1991)

Friday, April 30, 2010

Graduation Inspiration

I am so glad I went to graduation tonight! It's been a tough year and a tough week and a tough day, and then I went and saw my students from this semester and previous semesters receiving the reward they've earned, and I heard motivational speakers, and I got all dressed up in my regalia and hung out with my colleagues also in their regalia, and all of a sudden I was just inspired to keep on going and to give it my all!

Here is the faculty processing in:As witness to how insanely busy I've been, I didn't even realize Academy Award Nominee for Best Actor (and MJC alumnus) Jeremy Renner was one of the speakers. Here he is being escorted in by security and then speaking:Here is one of my former students whom I will never forget and who is one of the most inspirational human beings I have ever met - not only does he daily overcome great odds, but I have NEVER heard an excuse or even one negative word come out of his mouth - always encouraging others! When I grow up I want to be like him!Another cool student I've had the privilege to work with:And the faculty processing out:All in all a very good evening. Congratulations to the graduates!!!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

But What of That?

I reason, Earth is short --
And Anguish -- absolute --
And many hurt,
But, what of that?

I reason, we could die --
The best Vitality
Cannot excel Decay,
But, what of that?

I reason, that in Heaven --
Somehow, it will be even --
Some new Equation, given --
But, what of that?
Emily Dickinson (1830-1886)

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Champion(s)!

When Anthony was in 7th grade he participated in his first mathematics competition. I knew he was good at math, and I hoped he would win something - even an honorable mention ribbon.

I had no idea what to expect.

All the honorable mentions were called, then 5th place, then 4th place, then 3rd place - still didn't hear his name. Then second place was called, and I figured he hadn't won anything. Certainly he wasn't 1st . . .

. . . and then they called his name!

That was 6 years ago, and he has won the individual competition at his level every year since - by a wide margin - including this morning in his final event: calculus.

He, of course, won't tell anyone, but I'm his mom, and I'm gonna brag on him! I'm hoping for great things in the future when he takes on the Putnam Competition in college.

His team also won the "Bomb" today, which is a really cool 5-person event. Up top are some of the problems that appeared on his tests today (in case you'd like to give them a try!) and below are pictures of the competition.This is the Bomb team at work.Anthony focused on his work.First place in calculus!With the other calculus winners -
- and with the bomb team winners.
WAY TO GO ANTHONY! WAY TO GO ENOCHS! SOAR EAGLES SOAR!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Thoughts 1

I was just chatting with a cousin on facebook - reflecting on our grandfather's 97th birthday this week. We both expressed a hope that we got the genes from his side of the family. His father lived to be 100, and nearly all of his 10 siblings made it into their 90's, late 90's.

We also both expressed a desire to make it to our 75th anniversaries, but when I started thinking about those dates they range from the early 2060s to the early 2080s. Those don't sound like dates. They sound like numbers from science fiction! (Then again, so does 2010, but I'm getting used to that one!)

Grandpa Van Dyken was born in 1913 - before there was such a thing as a world war and only 10 years after the Wright Brothers flew at Kitty Hawk and Henry Ford produced the first Model A. He was born before highways or traffic jams or commercial air flight.

Today as we celebrated as a family at Bethany Home with Grandpa, we noticed the computers in the social room there and wondered how many of the residents use them! They look a bit dated but relatively untouched!

In his time both World Wars were fought, and families went from traveling by horse and buggy to car - and from using kerosene lamps to electric lighting. The Golden Age of Hollywood didn't BEGIN until more than 10 years after his birth. When he was born, Russia was still Russia and hadn't become the Soviet Union yet; now it is Russia again. The entire Soviet Era was encapsulated within only a portion of his life.

He was born the month after President Taft left office, and he has seen 17 different presidential administrations. He was born before "Hitler" or "Einstein" were household names - representing evil and intelligence respectively.

In his time the Roaring '20s have come and gone, as has the Jazz Age, the Big Band Era, Woodstock, the Beatles, Watergate, the Vietnam War . . .

He was born nearly 30 years before Penicillin was developed and marketed - before MRI's and CAT scans and Prozac. In his lifetime we have put man on the moon and sent rovers to Mars. We have developed computers and jet airplanes and cell phones, nuclear energy and nuclear weapons.

I often hear technology is increasing exponentially. If this is so, and if my cousin and I make it to our respective 75th anniversaries, we will have seen far, FAR MORE change in our lifetimes than Grandpa has in his. This is hard to fathom. I can't imagine anything beyond changes to what we have already - making things smaller and faster and more effective, but if we see change like he did, we will see things we can't even imagine!

Afterall, as a young man could he have imagined flying cross country or texting?

If this "progress" can sustain itself, what will we see? Human colonization of other planets? Time travel? Or things so far beyond that, that we truly cannot imagine them now - as he could not have imagined those things then?

Friday, April 16, 2010

Second April

TO what purpose, April, do you return again?
Beauty is not enough.
You can no longer quiet me with the redness
Of little leaves opening stickily.
I know what I know.
The sun is hot on my neck as I observe
The spikes of the crocus.
The smell of the earth is good.
It is apparent that there is no death.
But what does that signify?
Not only under ground are the brains of men
Eaten by maggots.
Life in itself
Is nothing,
An empty cup, a flight of uncarpeted stairs.
It is not enough that yearly, down this hill,
April
Comes like an idiot, babbling and strewing flowers.

Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892-1950)

Monday, April 12, 2010

Advice I'm Eager to Take!

“Take rest;

a field that has rested gives a

bountiful crop.”

Ovid 43BC-17

Friday, April 09, 2010

DH

We spent the day taking Anthony's senior pictures (see post below), but me and my hubby hadn't had a picture of us taken in quite some time, so we had Anthony get on the other side of the camera take one of us too! :-)

Anthony - Sr. Pics - Serious and Fun

Our son graciously allowed us to snap a bajillion pictures of him today to mark his senior year. He also, humble and embarrassed but understanding, has allowed his VERY proud momma to post half a bajillion of them. :-)